Monday, May 23, 2011

Not In the MOOD :(

I have entered one of my funks again and I am not in the mood for anything. Honestly, I am starting to feel like maybe I am bipolar or something. I have moments when I am up and happy and excited about life then I have moments where I am down and just want to crawl into a corner and hide and wait until it's all over. And that is how I feel at the moment I don't want to be bothers.

With all that being said You know how my weight loss journey is going at the moment. It is at a stand still. I am currently 188lbs. I gained like 8lbs in the last two weeks which is well deserved because I really enjoyed the massive amounts of food that I was eating and I am happy that it was only 8lbs that I gained. Of course I would have enjoyed not gaining any weight but what is the point crying over spilled milk? It would have been worse if I  gain the weight while I was eating healthy and exercising.  

I have some posts sitting in draft that I have to make an effort to post. I just do not like posting when I am in a bad mood because I tend to write things that may seem mean or cruel and thats not a part of me that I want to share with the internet. I have learned that it is easier for people to remember the bad rather than the good so as much as I miss blogging I have to wait until my mood improves before I make posts.

If what I wrote before lowered your mood then I am sorry and believe me my life isn't bad my mood just is and misery likes company.... 

On a good note Sir will be here on Saturday YAAAAAAAAAAAAY ( see I think have some mental issues how did I go from feeling down to saying yaaaaaaaay in he same post?) so maybe he can help me find my happy side (not that I am sad I am just distant I guess? It's hard to explain). 

Thanks for reading :D


  1. Everyone goes through this and you'll be okay lady! Refocus and keep posting even when you're down!

  2. Keep your chin up Shannie, like Miesha said, everyone goes through this but it's important to stay strong. It's great that Sir is coming over. What plans do you have? Have a great time!! :)

  3. Take as much time as you need, Shannie. We've all been there and know how you're feeling. We'll be here when you're ready to return to blogging. In the meantime, take care of yourself and I hope you're having a great time with Sir :)

  4. Hey please cheer up and get back with your fitness regime.remember it is the regularity which helps you get at the result.All will be well...there are such phases in every ones life.